| Stormy clouds of darkness parted as a pure white | | | | and want, and everything in this world that people are |
| dove descended from a vibrant ray of light with a | | | | so proud of-none of this comes from the Father; it all |
| small olive branch clasped in it's beak. One person and | | | | comes from the world." |
| then another accepted the Holy Spirits message, but | | | | The Holy Spirit within me opened my mind to |
| most shook their heads unable to believe in anything | | | | understand the scriptures in a whole new way. When I |
| more than what they could humanly see. | | | | looked at my life, I saw how I had been corrupted by |
| I stood in shocked silence questioning why it was so | | | | how the world tells us we are suppose to live. |
| hard for people to believe the simple message of faith | | | | I had a plan that conformed to the American dream. A |
| in God. The Holy Spirit was my friend and I eagerly | | | | future where I would raise my family, pay off my |
| longed to hear it's comforting voice. A whisper that | | | | house and once my children were gone, I would go on |
| gave me the strength to fight and win my life game | | | | lots of vacations. And of course, I would retire early in |
| for God. | | | | life and then sit back and enjoy my prosperity. |
| Everyone is asking the question, why God? | | | | Everything about my life and the way I thought |
| Unfortunately after the question they go about their | | | | conformed to how society told us we were to live. I |
| business living life for themselves and never really | | | | paid taxes and obeyed the law. I voted and |
| wanting God to reply. This is not what happened to | | | | conformed my thinking to what other religious people |
| me! I had a powerful, life changing, awakening to the | | | | taught was right. |
| Holy Spirit. | | | | Everything changed when the Holy Spirit took control |
| I was an average person going through life just like | | | | of my thinking and taught me the truth about this world. |
| everyone else. The only thing that set me apart was | | | | I no longer believed every pastor who had a so called |
| that I was a committed, bible believing, Christian. I was | | | | message from the Lord, instead I sought God on my |
| a mother with three children, who was concerned | | | | own. I allowed the Holy Spirit to take over my thought |
| about giving my children the proper education in God to | | | | life and teach me the real, honest to God, truth. |
| help them in their own lives. | | | | My life took a radical change, because before the Holy |
| Nothing about me was any different from the millions | | | | Spirit befriended me, I was not a threat to Satan's evil |
| of people who attend church. Until the Lord revealed in | | | | world. Now I was equipped with the supernatural voice |
| me the Power of the Holy Spirit! The Spirit changed | | | | of the Spirit. Now I had within me a messenger of truth. |
| my physical body making my hands turn red and | | | | A spirit guide who was about to open my eyes to |
| become very warm. The inside of my body felt a | | | | how I had been corrupted by the structure of this |
| surge of vibration that filled my entire being from my | | | | world. |
| toes to the tips of my fingers. | | | | Romans 3: 10-12, "As the Scriptures say: 'There is no |
| I had never had anything like this happen to me before! | | | | one who is righteous, no one who is wise or who |
| Up until this time I had longed for a closer relationship | | | | worships God. All have turned away from God; they |
| with God so that my prayers for my family and | | | | have all gone wrong; no one does what is right, not |
| friends would be answered. But now everything was | | | | even one.'" |
| different, I experienced a supernatural power that | | | | My friends at church began to look at me differently, |
| changed my average human understanding and made | | | | because I didn't just cave into their religious thinking on |
| me see how I was living my life all wrong! | | | | homosexuality. They no longer praised me or cared |
| The Holy Spirit became my constant companion and | | | | about any words of wisdom I might have to say, they |
| friend. A helper who opened my eyes and made me | | | | only judged me for loving a woman. My family |
| see the Spirit world. A friend who talked to me in a | | | | deserted me while questioning why I no longer was |
| gentle whisper as He instructed me on the right path | | | | committed to living the perfect Christian lifestyle |
| for my life. A supernatural messenger who even | | | | married to a man. A Christian lifestyle that demanded |
| during a period of time gave me typed messages to | | | | constant, unquestioning dedication to the doctrine and |
| encourage and inspire me to think for myself separate | | | | belief system of the church. |
| from how I had been taught to believe from the | | | | A flash of light illuminated my thinking and made the |
| Christian world. | | | | once innocent lamb change into a defying lion, who |
| Hebrews 8: 10-12, "Now, this is the covenant that I will | | | | refused to allow others to tell her how to think and act. |
| make with the people of Israel in the days to come, | | | | The Holy Spirit took my life and made me stand up to |
| says the Lord: I will put my laws in their minds and | | | | everything I had once believed was how a Christian |
| write them on their hearts. I will be their God, and they | | | | woman was to behave. |
| will be my people. None of them will have to teach his | | | | 1 Peter 4:14, "Happy are you if you are insulted |
| fellow citizen or tell his fellow countryman, 'Know the | | | | because you are Christ's followers; this means that the |
| Lord.' For they will all know me, from the least to the | | | | glorious Spirit, the Spirit of God, is resting on you." |
| greatest. I will forgive their sins and will no longer | | | | When God's Holy Spirit comes into your life everything |
| remember their wrongs." | | | | you think you know changes. Because now you begin |
| From the time the Holy Spirit came into my life to this | | | | to see the world you are in for what it really is. A |
| very moment, I had to learn to believe His voice and let | | | | corrupt evil world filled with judgmental, selfish, greedy, |
| go of the ways of men. I had to change in order to | | | | people whose only desire is to make all people like |
| believe what the Spirit was telling me to do in order to | | | | themselves. |
| obey God in my life. | | | | Until I received the Holy Spirit, I fit perfectly into our |
| If you live in a corrupt and evil world then you must | | | | present day world. After I received the Holy Spirit, I |
| understand that everything we have learned up until | | | | was under attack, because now the clouds were lifting |
| now is wrong! That is the reason why we need only | | | | and I was walking into the light of Jesus and His secret |
| the Spirit directly teaching us on the inside. We must | | | | wisdom of love. A wisdom that is only revealed to |
| listen and obey the Spirit of God and let go of how the | | | | those who choose to listen to the whisper of God. |
| world tells us we are suppose to live. | | | | I accepted the olive branch from the Holy Spirit with |
| 1 John 1: 15&16, "Do not love the world or anything that | | | | joy and gladness in my heart. Revelation flooded into |
| belongs to the world. If you love the world, you do not | | | | my mind and within a period of years God taught me |
| love the Father. Everything that belongs to the | | | | how to listen and how to pray so I could see! |
| world-what the sinful self desires, what people see | | | | |